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Monday... Monday...

I have a cold. In JUNE. What the hell.
I started feeling sick on Saturday, but I chalked it major smoke inhalation from hookah and this new strawberry tobacco.  But it's Monday and my throat hurts, my nose is stuffy, and my face is throbbing.  Someone told me it could me allergies, but I've never had allergies. Ever.
This sucks actual balls.
I'm really hoping this goes away overnight on account of my bus ticket to Chicago tomorrow. I'd be upset if I had to cancel.
I'm the kind of person who leaves mustard in a bag on the floor because they're too lazy to put it  in the fridge.

It's the 2nd day of summer.
I promised myself, (or more accurately,  I stuck to my guns this time) about going back to Livejournal, and possibly documenting everyday for the next 3 months.
This is not going to happen.I can already see that now.
I'm leaving on Tuesday for Chicago to see a friend who's moving there for college.
Supposedly I'm supposed to take a bus down there along with 6 or so other people, but as I've now I've got no calls, and the calls I've sent have gone unreceived. On top of that, I barely have enough for a ticket there, let alone one to come back.
I need green bills. Badly.  I got a job, but whens that start again? Hell if I know. Heard it pays $10 an hour. I've got a quarter here, in my pocket.
woo hoo!

I won an XBOX, DDR Ultramix, and two dance pads for $102 on ebay.
I won't be here when it comes though. I'm going to have to find someone to bring it in the house...or take it home with them...

So I was excited about my purchase...until I found out about another auction which had the XBOX, PS3, GAMECUBE, 14 games AND 2 dance pads for...$95. I'm serious. That's what someone got it for.

Plus, I think this woman is ripping me off on shipping. I need to look closer before I purchase. She charged $30 for it. But I looked it up, and flat rate is around $15 for the weight of it all.

AH WELL. I own it now. No more wasteing it all at the Union.



I'm such a dirty porn whore.

Jul. 8th, 2007

I need to get into shape. 
Don't get me wrong - I'm not overweight or anything - I weigh 119... 
but I have a little stomach. I mean come on. 
I'm 5 foot four inches. I'm small.

I need to go down to CURVES and see if I can pose as someones daughter in order to get a $10 membership. I also decided a few days ago that I would take a job everyday, but I've been sleeping until TWO everyday instead.

Listen to these songs.

Charming - Arthi Meera
Fuel - Ani Difranco
Jill - Ethan Stoller



 I'm at Victor Allen's. There are these really annoying theater students sitting next to me, bitching about EVERYTHING.

"We like, knew our parts so well, we could do the same script in different genres and-" WAHH I"M SO GREAT

"I really liked my part in "GOD" but the director...the director was a Grad Student and he didn't know what he was doing. We were suffering through it - everyone - everyone was so - ugghh"

"Ugh. It's so bad. The second guy starts to sing and  ugh. He can't sing. He just can't sing. It's terrible."

"Rick- he told me - I'm obviously not mature enough for this profession. He's just annoyed because I shot down his script idea. But its true. It was terrible."

"Who needs to take 'lighting and atmosphere'? It's a useless class? I could be trying out for so many parts... - did I tell you they turned me down for that ? I know. They don't know what they're missing."

"I have a few friends who are doing dance-major - and I just think - Jobs? You're not going to get a job. It's just a bogus line of work..."

"And it's just amazing that no one has sat him down and said - You? Are not a writer. You just like to write. You will never be a good writer."

Kenny, Room, Seager

Kenny is coming tomorrow. horah. I told him he should take a bus here and he IS. I don't know for sure how long he's staying.

The negative part in all this is that I have to clean the house. I DON'T want to do this. My house is dirty. I haven't been sleeping in my room for the past month. This is in reaction to my waking up in the middle of the night and seeing two spiders on my bed. Right in front of my face. I don't go in there except for music and books...which probably wasn't the best of ideas. What if they SPAWNED?

Seagers furneral is today. I don't think I'm going to go. I'm not good at those things. It's too much.


Four women sentenced over attack on man

Four lesbians convicted of assaulting a man who was stabbed after he made advances toward one of them were sentenced Thursday amid screams and weeping to prison terms ranging from 3 1/2 to 11 years.

This is just insane.

1. These women thought they would actually stand up for themselves against this threatening, homophobic man.
When he made advances on them he became loud and rude, called them 'names' and threw a cigarette at them while saying that having sex with him would make them straight. She said the fight started after Buckle pushed and shoved them.

This is what happens when a queer stands up for themselves. No wonder gays don't fight back. One woman is receiving ELEVEN YEARS in jail.

This man even has the balls to call it "a hate crime against a straight man."

2. If these four were heterosexual women, and this man were making the same advances, with sexual demeaning remarks against women, this would have been self defense. DOWN. PAT.

I APPLAUD these women for not rolling over like society expects us to.

I pray for an appeal.


It's summer. I can WRITE again. HORAH!!!!111

It may be the end of the year, but it's been filled with 'stress' as you could call it.

Two students died on tuesday and wednesday, one that I knew pretty well.

One kids house burned down yesterday.
I don't understand why it all happened at once.
Anyway, tomorrow is fathers day, so I'm going out to dinner with dad tonight. I'll be staying at his house. Apparently he wants to go to "Pasquals" for breakfast.

Tacos in the morning. Mmm.

Feb. 10th, 2007

Wow, I fail at writing.
I'm in dance now, which is nice, though I think it might be a little over my head. I can't remember so many moves...and they're so tricky.

Picking new classes is an issue for me. I'm interested in a BFA, but the major I'm interested in has no classes represented here. (Photography)
This has been the issue all along, but I need to take as many art classes as possible, which brings me to my point.
While I'd be taking Pottery and Sculpture, and Advanced Design Graphics, (already had taken Design graphics, Drawing/Design, Advanced Drawing Design) I'm wondering if I should take Art Seminar.
The problem is, Seminar is a bit like an independent study, working in your area of interest, such as painting, etc. My area of interest is photography, so obviously, with no dark room, this is not possible. Meanwhile this class gets presentations for art colleges, etc., and would look good on transcript to these places.
The other side is my 'Advanced Drawing' teacher, only sees my drawings/ prints/ whatever, which aren't my area of expertise. (...they're awful. Or not awful, but ok.) There by not signing the recommendation slip....etc...
Pickle. Head into a class to specify in an area of art in which I am mediocre. Experience good oppertunitys from the colleges. Recommendation issues. Screwed up non important issues.

On the completely different side of the spectrum....I'm disturbed to realize I enjoy japanese armature porn. Hooray for me.



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